Friday, January 30, 2009

Relationships....????

Yesterday planned to watch Inkheart with Joseph at cwp. However, he is not feeling well thus we postponed it to next Tues... (Hope his gastric has gone & wish him a speedy recovery ;-p)

Just nice Uncle heng also jio me for gathering with Ah Kuang & Zhaorong.(Hmmm...It has been such a long time since the last time I saw them..) So I decided to join them for movie & dinner. We watched Love Matters. Hmmm..Well, overall I would grade it as not bad, even though there are some scenes that require Uncle Heng & Ah Kuang to explain to me..Hehe..;-p (Pity the both of them...;-p) Well, Zhaorong didn’t join us for the movie as he had to work. However, he still managed to join us after our movie & we met up at Mos Burger for a chit chat session. Uncle Heng seems to be so hungry that he had 2 burgers at a go.. Really Horrible! (Wondering where is all the food gone?? Still so skinny after had so much, waste the food lo! Hehe !(^v^)!)

After the dinner, we chit chat n had lots of laughter. As usual they would always chat something that i dun understand & resulted require their explanation for it too.. (Yoz! Xin Ku le...but no choice cos Qimei is not ard. ;-p Haha!!)

Today, Uncle heng was telling us regarding the loss of faith in BG Relationships due to the encounter of his frenz. I suddenly have mixed feelings towards BG Relationships & Friendship as well. It is hard to describe but rather sad in my deep heart.

I suddenly remembered that after JQ, I seemed like to lose fatih in relationships. Even though I tried, but to no success ( In WX relationship).To me, those promises that guys promise or ensure is all lies or coax. All are untruth & it is hard to believe. In another words, I have lose the faith in believing especially BGR.
(Hmmm.. I also don't know where is the key to my heart..)

Uncle Heng today also mentioned that 'Gals are almost the same, not considerate & are general" Zhaorong asked if i am like that too... I had a paused... 'Am I like that too?" "Am I also the possessive type to my BF?" "Am i too controlled to his personal life that he can't breathe or have any freedom with his own frenz?" (To me, I feel that I am not, but the other party might think I am.. As what Uncle heng says.."do not listen to one party only..")

It goes the same to my friendship that I treasure a lot especially when Francis become isolated from us. I felt so sad! I could still remembered clearly the day at Lot 1 watching Harry Potter, Pizza Hut at CWP & etc etc... All these pierce into my heart. Kok Ching asked me to learn to forgive & forget..but it is rather hard...Up till now, whenever I recalled all these matters..My heart still hurts & tears will still roll down from my cheeks uncontrollable. Is this called Buddies, over 10yrs relationship just gone into drain like that...? ;-( What exactly happened???

One of my resolutions for this yr is to find back my buddies and wounds may heal... Can I do it?? Hopefully!!! Keke !(^v^)!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

My Hongkong trip with SMC Pneumatics on 24-12-08 to 28-12-08

Here are some of the photos that I took during my journey to Hongkong.
My Family & I.... Do we look alike??? !(^v^)!


The beautiful moment at Hongkong disneyland (FIR3wOrKs!!!! Muacks!!!)


Happy photos sessions with the cartoon characters.... !(^v^)!















This is their showroom for Hello Kitty bedsheets. (Do you think i will miss out this?? Haha... !(^v^)! All thanks to Uncle Goh's reminder if not i would just mermized by the gallery..)



My Cowboy Boyfrenz...... Keke ; -p

Hmmm..basically this hongkong trip is nice n fun. As the weather is cooling and the environment is clean too. However, there is one very sad thing happened during my HK trip which was i lost my newly bought Sony (T77) camera. (Heart pain!!!! Sob..Sob..Sob!!)
Overall, this whole trip is nice but tiring (Haha!! Due to shopping & busy making police report & etc). Anyway I can only blame on my careless and stupid... Haiz....;-(

Here are some videos for your viewing which is video shot by one of colleagues, Tanto. (Thanks, Tanto... ;-p)


Thursday, January 22, 2009

Chinese New Year!!

Wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year. May all my frenz stay healthy & happy always.... ;-p


It is veri nice that one of my buddies, Leo 's princess has already came into this world on the 23/01/09 at 10.06am. She weighs at 3.165kg. She is adorable and pretty...(Kawaii desu... !(^V^)! ) I shall upload the photos once it is ready... ;-p


Hmmm..these few weeks kinda busy doing my house spring cleaning, marketing for cny goodies n etc... Last friday, I had an pre-new year dinner with my colleagues (Uncle Goh, Daddy John, Stancy, Jenny Kek, Annie, Jennifer, Alex & Chris). We had lots of yummy yummy food & as usual Daddy Goh is always the one who ordered the food for us. (Hehe!! ;-p) We had an enjoyable night.


On the eve of the Chinese New Year, i went to help out at my parents stall at parkway parade hawker centre. That day is a super busy day for us that we hardly get any rest or had our lunch. We worked till abt 3+ pm and we faster hurriedly packed up for our reunion dinner. This year, we have an sumptuous & crowded dinner as 2 of my cousins & their family came over to our place for reunion dinner. It has been a long time that we can sat down together to have dinner & chit chat for few hrs. We have a wonderful dinner that night. The biggest credit goes to my mummy as she prepared such a sumptuous feast for us on that night.

(Haha!! The most funniest thing is that after our dinner, my dad realized that he lost his hp. Guess wat! We found his hp in the washing machine...OMG!! Never did we expected that his hp also wish to have a cleaning first b4 the cny comes....Reali blur sotong Daddy ;-p!!)


After our dinner, my family & I went to Chinatown for countdown & as well as looking my fav fireworks & crackers. Luckily we are able to make it to watch at that wonderful moment. It is reali nice & pretty. Really thanks to my daddy that never fail to bring me to watch it as he knew that I luv it so much...(Muacks! Thanks Daddy!!)


After it, we went to walk around to see if there is any cheap & nice stuff we can catch on that night before we went home. However due to rainfall, we have to go home early. We reached home at around 3am.


As followed is our long awaiting CNY finally came.. we had our visiting relatives from day 1 to day3. It is an tiring job. Up till now, i am still feeling quite tired but have a nice gathering/chit chat sessions with my relatives which is rare to see them except wedding occasions... Hehe...


Hope that everyone i know also enjoy that CNY just like I do.... !(^V^)!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

About myself ....

Hihi.. A very warm welcome to my blog.

In the past, i don't really interested in blogging as i felt that there is no privacy and a waste of time too. However, recently i felt that as long I don't write something that I don't wish others to know. It should be ok & fine. Another reasons was to improve my English...Hehe! As my expression, grammar & structure is really too poor, so hopefully can improve by writting blog (Hey! My dear frenz, feel free to write me any message if you found any wrong about my writting. With comments, then i can improve wor. Thanks..Muacks!!)

The reasons why I started to blog as I hope to tell or write my feelings & problems to somewhere or someone. Unlike the past where i can easily share it with my buddies (Leo, Francis & Mei Mei), however not so much for now. As everybody have their individual life or another new chapter of life to live on, they can't possibility to accompany me forever. (Is this a form of lonely? (-_-) )

However, i am quite happy that Leo, my buddy have already found his happiness and a father-to be of him is very excited towards it. ;-p He has already named his baby gal as Nicole Chua (See how anxious he is!). Haha...Kept pestering me of becoming his daughter's god-mother. (Really Buay Tahan!)

Hmmm.. this is a small quiz that i took that recommended by uncle heng regarding personaility;
**Maybe you may tell me if it is true about me......

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
**My ans: I don't know. Maybe you may let me know!! ;-p

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
**My ans: Quite true, i dun judge a book by its cover!! No matter how handsome you are, it might not reali suits to my style;-p

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
**My ans: Totally true due to the failure of past relationships (Especially JQ incident!)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
**My ans: Quite true!

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
**My ans: Hmmm.. not really that accurate as I personally feel that education is important too. Otherwise, i would not carry with my degree after so much of failure or obstacles.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
**My ans: Hmmm..Quite true! (As like that can have a form of An Quan Gan!)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
**My ans: Hmmm...Quite true. I try to be courageous ba!!! Not guarntee wor!

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
**My ans: Hmmm...partially true! Even though i mind but not expecting others to accept me. I just want to be the nature way of me! ( A look without make-up would also be presentable)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

**My ans: I don't know. Maybe you may let me know!! ;-p

Maybe whoever interested may log-in to http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx