Relationships....????

Yesterday planned to watch Inkheart with Joseph at cwp. However, he is not feeling well thus we postponed it to next Tues... (Hope his gastric has gone & wish him a speedy recovery ;-p)

Just nice Uncle heng also jio me for gathering with Ah Kuang & Zhaorong.(Hmmm...It has been such a long time since the last time I saw them..) So I decided to join them for movie & dinner. We watched Love Matters. Hmmm..Well, overall I would grade it as not bad, even though there are some scenes that require Uncle Heng & Ah Kuang to explain to me..Hehe..;-p (Pity the both of them...;-p) Well, Zhaorong didn’t join us for the movie as he had to work. However, he still managed to join us after our movie & we met up at Mos Burger for a chit chat session. Uncle Heng seems to be so hungry that he had 2 burgers at a go.. Really Horrible! (Wondering where is all the food gone?? Still so skinny after had so much, waste the food lo! Hehe !(^v^)!)

After the dinner, we chit chat n had lots of laughter. As usual they would always chat something that i dun understand & resulted require their explanation for it too.. (Yoz! Xin Ku le...but no choice cos Qimei is not ard. ;-p Haha!!)

Today, Uncle heng was telling us regarding the loss of faith in BG Relationships due to the encounter of his frenz. I suddenly have mixed feelings towards BG Relationships & Friendship as well. It is hard to describe but rather sad in my deep heart.

I suddenly remembered that after JQ, I seemed like to lose fatih in relationships. Even though I tried, but to no success ( In WX relationship).To me, those promises that guys promise or ensure is all lies or coax. All are untruth & it is hard to believe. In another words, I have lose the faith in believing especially BGR.
(Hmmm.. I also don't know where is the key to my heart..)

Uncle Heng today also mentioned that 'Gals are almost the same, not considerate & are general" Zhaorong asked if i am like that too... I had a paused... 'Am I like that too?" "Am I also the possessive type to my BF?" "Am i too controlled to his personal life that he can't breathe or have any freedom with his own frenz?" (To me, I feel that I am not, but the other party might think I am.. As what Uncle heng says.."do not listen to one party only..")

It goes the same to my friendship that I treasure a lot especially when Francis become isolated from us. I felt so sad! I could still remembered clearly the day at Lot 1 watching Harry Potter, Pizza Hut at CWP & etc etc... All these pierce into my heart. Kok Ching asked me to learn to forgive & forget..but it is rather hard...Up till now, whenever I recalled all these matters..My heart still hurts & tears will still roll down from my cheeks uncontrollable. Is this called Buddies, over 10yrs relationship just gone into drain like that...? ;-( What exactly happened???

One of my resolutions for this yr is to find back my buddies and wounds may heal... Can I do it?? Hopefully!!! Keke !(^v^)!